Tried to rush the day, trying not to even care And the timing wasn't right, seeming to forget again And all this time you wanted to believe in something you could get behind You're never where you want to be and you'll never see the truth And it was the newest you who wanted me, it may not be what you want to see, goes into you and uses me and all is fine and all is true For you to show honesty, make me feel like I am more than sympathy, to keep you clean, to fall in line, to fall in love with me... Tried to change the way but failing feels so good again And you're crying at the sight, never leads to anything at all Never seems to satisy, trying not to cry again, lifting hard places strain, tried to save the world again. But the timing wasn't right, never seeing anything at all. I hope you've decided Run to be divided Need more to rely on, I need to decide on....